I had planned to write a series of diaries about and for my wife and her battle with pancreatic cancer but it wasn't to be. I wrote the last diary jan 18 2015 and had figured that we would have months to work this out and find our peace with it but after a series of tough procedures the cancer won just a month later.On February 20 at 9 am my wife let go of her fight we thought we were just bringing her to the ER to get a procedure done that would make her a little more comfortable but it wasn't to be .She was a strong ,beautiful lady,wife and mother.She was my best friend,my buddy,she was the only one that understood me.I feel like my life died along with hers .Thanks to everyone that was so supportive in my last diaries about her struggle with cancer you guys were so supportive I really appreciated it..............Tim